This website is about two things:
- The Alien I Am sci-fi novel universe and author commentary
- Real-world ufology and disclosure articles that offer insights into the novel
It’s all cryptic and has meaning. The difficult part is understanding why the aliens are here.
Book released December 15, 2025 (now on Amazon)
Alien I Am is a YA sci-fi alien-contact novel about a fifteen-year-old girl whose memories become humanity’s last dossier.
When Emily Rowen is abducted by a silent ship and marked with an alien data node, she’s pulled into an Earth already managed by something nonhuman, where disclosure was never on the table. A being named Neur speaks inside her head, starships appear over major cities, and billions are quietly prepared for “integration,” while a chosen few face assimilation into something no longer human.
Torn between loyalty to her best friend Amanda, her exhausted single mom, and the terrifying clarity the implant gives her, Emily has to decide: help the invaders “save” what’s left of the planet, or risk everything to change the script.
Told through files, shard logs, and visual artifacts, Alien I Am reads like a classified case file you weren’t meant to see. You can enjoy it as a straight-page YA science fiction thriller—or treat it as a dossier puzzle, following symbols (◇ ◆), log codes, and images to unlock deeper layers of lore.
Perfect for readers who love:
- YA sci-fi with emotional stakes and alien contact
- Found-document / mixed-media storytelling
- Conspiracy vibes, hidden archives, and slow-burn cosmic horror
Alien I Am: The Anomaly Files invites you to step inside the record of one marked girl, one alien anomaly, and the choice that decides who—if anyone—gets to inherit the future. Bring sticky notes. You’ll need them.
What Emily Is Going Through
Emily has always known there’s something wrong with her.
At least, that’s what everyone keeps telling her.
She feels everything too much: the grief in the news, the tension in a room, the way the world is quietly driving off a cliff.
When other people shrug and scroll, Emily feels the impact like shrapnel. Therapists call it anxiety. Her parents call it drama. Emily calls it proof she’s broken—because if she were normal, this wouldn’t hurt so bad.
But then the night comes when the impossible tears through her life.
Hospitals overflow. The sky doesn’t look right. Voices that aren’t human start paying attention to her in ways that are terrifyingly specific. And the girl everyone agreed was “too sensitive” turns out to be the only one tuned to a signal no one else can hear.
Maybe she isn’t broken.
Maybe she’s an anomaly.
Suddenly, the universe is on the table: alien intelligences, buried histories, a dangerous force whispered about in old rune cards—Ser’ethra, a kind of love that can burn worlds or save them. For the first time, Emily can feel it: that bone-deep conviction she was born to matter. To change something. Maybe not the whole collapsing human race… but something.
There’s just one problem.
Amanda—her ordinary, mediocre, infuriatingly human friend—is falling apart beside her. While doors crack open to let Emily step out of the wreckage and into something vast, terrifying, and meaningful, Amanda is still stuck on the floor with dried blood on her hands and no way out.
If Emily goes, she might finally escape the helplessness that’s been eating her alive.
If she stays, she might drown in a world determined to destroy itself… and take her with it.
Alien I Am is the story of a girl caught between three brutal questions:
What if I’m not broken at all? What if I really can’t save anyone? And what kind of monster would I be if I left the one person who believed me behind?